The lamp always within eyesight. It is a special lamp for me. During our expatriation in France, we knew almost the returning time, going back to work in Japan was in my mind all the time Although, we did not know where we would find a place to live in Japan, I knew what I wanted to do and my goal for the future. Every day during our expatriation in France I was thinking how too achieve my goal, how I can live my future. I was asking myself so vaguely that I felt like I could